dear bloggy,
over these few weeks i've been in a dilemma...i know it was my mistake to act rough to his frens but maybe sue lin was right..she says i've been keeping to much in me(i mean emotionally)...and i bursted out because of some real silly event..i just couldn't bear my frustration any longer...i guess...i'm so so poor in managing my anger and temperaments..why? do you think i behave rough just because i like it?? i wan to soft and tame too...but the environment i'm in is leading me to further and further explosion...i wan to control myself too...i've tried and i failed too...i have too many hot buttons or am i just too stressed out? i'm being grown in a place where there are only ppl with bad temperaments are there..so in order to protect myself when i am only 3 yrs old is to be as fierce as a tiger as cunning as a fox...do u all think i wan to be fierce and not adorable? i'm not!! i'm not!! i'm not!! i wan to be cute, adorable and lovable.. i've tried my very best...has any given me any chance to proove?
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