Thursday, January 22, 2009

to help or not to help??

dear blog,

on tuesday evening, my friend,him and i went to the wet market somewhere in the town....when we are on the way back, i saw a motorcyclist riding on a motorcycle and suddenly he just fell on the road....the first thing that crosses my mind is that i should get down of my car and help him....i leave it to God if that person wants to rob me or do something which will harm me but the very first thing that crosses my mind is "Linda, u should get down of ur car rite now and help him!!!"...so i tell him, "hey, look at that man....he fell down, i think i should give lend him a helping hand!!" and so, without second thaought i stop my car at a side and get down to help that man....i pull his motorcycle up and my friend help the man to get up....then i asked that man is he feeling well?? did he feel any giddyness??and he said yes...which worried me..then i asked him to sit by the road side and rest..that man eventually told me that he drank a little bit of beer just now and now he is a little bit drunk....though drink nad drive/ride is not safe and not encourageable..but i still felt that i am doing the right thing....what that man is not drunk but has an heart attack???or maybe had a sudden stroke??i might save or killed somebody in just a second by thinking that its non of my business...i understand that he is angry because he thought that stopping the car by the road side is dangerous...but i have 3 person in the car...if he do not wish to help he can stay in the car and help me to look after my car....and since that day till now...its been 3 days i have not talk to him....i think it is silly to angry at me when part of my job is ensuring human's life is safe...not onl patients but also the public....that's me!!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

miserable college life......

i know that everyone feels that their life in some kind of miserable stage in a way that their life path is bringing them....but mine is like God is standing on the opposite side from me.....

ok...let start to see what has happen---->>>

7/12/08 - my teacher see us today and she give us an assignment---health teaching guide book. she says that all of us have to do a guide book to bring to goverment's clinic to give health teaching...so she says that the first group to pass up is the first group of student who is going to the clinic...the due date for this assignment is on 7/1/09--one month's time...that time our senior has all gone for their vacation leave, so we cannot borrow their's to be our guideline....

2/1/09 - we receive our clinical schedule and found out that i am the second group...in my heart---thanks God....so i happily go off..

5/1/09 - my teacher see us again today, she says that the first to pass up the guide book is the second group and it is due on 12/1/09----one week's time...and i thought"WTF??!!!" from second to pass up become first o pass up....so i started to rush and rush...

11/1/09 - finally i finished my assignment and ready to print, my friend says she wanted to print so i let her print first then my roomate's turn....then i print mine....half way of printing, my friend says she wanna photocopy something so i let her go first....after she printed hers out then i continue, that time it was like already 1.30am.....my printer breakdown and FYI, my friends and i has printed out total of 300++ pages....i started to get mad....its already so late and the next day i have to work in hospital.....AAARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i am going crazy.....i try all my very best to fix my printer but couldn't help it.....so got no choice but to rest...

12/1/09 - 10 am - i called up my printer dealer and he said prangin has a shop can deal with this problem, so i bring my printer there and waited for the shop to open....while waiting i asked other shops..they say only Canon can fix the problem....so without second thought i bring my printer to Canon's workshop but they say it will takes 2-3 days to fix.....and its already too late for me.....so i bring my printer to prangin mall again and still the shop hasn't open so i called up that guy again and he ask me to go to his gf house to print in bukit jambul.....so for but no choice i go to her house and print, what happen was my pendrive was left in my hostel...and i have to use the document inmy laptop...thanks God i brought it there..i had to bath there and change into my clinical's wear...haiz.......

2pm- i reach my hostel and asked my friend to help me to put into my pocket's file....and finally ta-da!!my assignment is done....haha.....

and finally, the day is RUIN by the Canon's printer.....hahaha.....

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

my future?? do i have one??

dear blog,

today i have a sudden miserable attack.......in a sudden i felt like my future is gone and its like no U-turn point where i can turn back to de beginning of time... i always know dat i am a planner...i like to plan my future but today after chatting with him i felt dat my life is gone...oh will someone kindly pls tell me what should i do for de rest of my life.......i am trying to help him with my planning skill dat i have but it seems like i am giving him great stress.........AAAARRRRGGGGGGGHH!!!i am so useless, i can't help de person dat i wish to help de most in my life.....